I guess its over. Yeah over. I know that I should be honest with you, guess Im cursed. Sorry to hurt you, especially when you really fall in love in me. I shouldn't be loved by anyone. Im alone, I guess I rather be alone than hurting others feeling. Can't blame you for thinking that you never really knew me at all. I hurted you, Im a jerk. See, Im not gonna disturb nor see you anymore. You won't hear from me again. But I really love you, I do. Thanks.
*Sape yang ingin mengetahui cerita ini secara lanjut, sila search "Ezzah Poyo" kat Google -.-
Im watching every steps you take. Believe it or not, your the reason why I live like this. Your the one that Ive been needing. I have made mistake, a big one. Thats the reason why you didn't have faith in me anymore. I could have change, I tried. But you wont gimme a break by bringing up my sins. Im so sorry. I love you.
Semalam hari Rabu, jadi kebiasaannya 1family pergi pasar malam. Rambang mata ouh -.- Tapi sebenarnya cari juadah untuk bersahur je (tinggal lagi 2 hari kena ganti yeah!) Punya lah berejam jalan akhirnya ku temukan kuey tiaw goreng yang pg tadi dah selamat ditelan :) Adila beli ayam madu. Punyalah semangat die order "Saya nak tiga!" Balik rumah bukan makan pun, siap nak simpan dalam peti ais. Bila nak rasa sikit, jawapan tipikal die ialah "Alah, saya nak bawak pegi sekolah esok. Nak bagi kat cikgu Izzah dengan Adam" Take note that Adam ialah budak laki botak alaala Mawi yang diminati Adila. Ceh budak zaman sekarang belum masuk primary school pun dah pandai bercintacintun. Demi kekasih sanggup bawak makanan untuk share.
Bila balik tadi, check bekal die. Ada lagi rupenya ayam tu. Die cakap "Cikgu Izzah tu tak lapar, die pose" Hah nasib kau lah Adila, sekarang musim orang ganti pose ;p Jadi tanya die balik "Tak bagi Adam kekasih awak ke?" Teros nanges sambil jerit, "Adam bukan kekasih lah. Kan abah marah kawan dgn lakilaki" Hah amik kau, budak sekarang begitu polos ye :|
Sekarang tengah ganti pose, umi sebok maen FB (mak aku dah maju lah lak!) dan bibik lagi sebok masak. Jadi saya lah yang kena panaskan ayam. Bile budak yang tak pandai memasak disuruh masuk dapur, ayam nya jadi hangus deh -.- Nasib Adila tak banyak complain, makan je. Cume bila sampai nak makan part hangus die cakap "Ea tengoklah, saya makan ayam hingus" I was like ??!! "Weh budak gemok tu hangus lah bukan hingus!" HAHA sian die. Nasib die makan hingga tinggal tulang :) Aww sungguh terharu ye, meskipun hangus die tetap makan. I lap you lah budak buncet ehek.
*Nak buat cornflakes untuk para peminat yang dari awal tahun mengidam - Leeza :)
Well, dah lama kan since I last updated my blog. Argh I miss typing and reading others blog, tapi masa yang ada terhad untuk call my Frz and online FB je. Macam malas pun ada nak taip, but somehow terfikir "Eee bosannya tengok belog aku ni" Orang laen punya bertimbun-timbun update (refering to Adila ;p)
Kembali kepada dunia nyata. Baru-baru ni keputusan PLKN Sesi 2011 dah kuar. Thanks god I didn't get it! :) Tapi ramai lah jugak yang dapat. Ada yang tak suka, macam Adila and Aj. Laen pulak cite nye dengan Ain. Dah lah tak dapat, pergi MOHON lagi. Memang salute habis lah kau along :D Jadi kepada sesiapa yang dapat PLKN, berusaha lah memperjuangkan negara ye ;p
The school is now famous with one hot topic. Alah pasal budak mana tah kerjanya mendedahkan keburukan orang laen. He/She call it cara nak tegur orang, but at the same time die dah mengaibkan orang kan. Pretty sad lah sape yang kena. Budak yang budak naya ni kalau terbongkar identiti mesti nahas. Jadi buat orang-orang laen, tade penyakit jangan pergi cari. Same to you PakCik, siasat dulu sebelum kau tuduh aku marah "awek kau". Dah berabad aku tak tegur dengan die :|
I know that my blog is getting bored by now. HAHA. What to do, I have a lot of ideas but no time to type it. Jadi ape yang ada tu korang bacelah ye. Terima kasih para peminatt <3
SPM is around the corner. But I did nothing but playing around. My mind is somewhere at Arau. Can't help it! Recently the school just gave us new schedule. They call it jadual anjal. Urgh I just hate it so much. Bayangkan, waktu jadual biasa, nak menghadap muke Pn Ng 2period pun dah tak sanggup, ni kan 3period? Kalau Chemistry tak kesah sangat 'cause Pn Puteh know exactly how to make us cheers. But Physics? Bloodyhell, kalau ada peluang ingat nak bawak bantal dengan selimut. Boleh berkampung kat belakang lab kan. Seriously, you guys should see the way she teach us. Tengah ajar tetibe die gelak. And the geeks people infront of the lab pun gelak. Tatau lah ape yang lawak. Hanya kami budak-budak 'gempak' je tak gelak. Need to know details bout our teacher? Ask Adila. I've been following her blog since months ago. Die taulah macam mana nak describe our form teacher. I mean nahh she kinda old-fashioned person. Quite nice tapi mulut power lah jugak -.-
Ok back to my life. Yesterday was a blast! Semalam ada Hari Koperasi kat sekolah. Theme die carboot sale. You can bring old things yang you tak gune, and sell it at low price. So I brought over my novels. Ada dalam 30 buah. Tak sempat susun lagi cikgu-cikgu dah kepung! :) Kesimpulannya semua habis laku, alhamdulillah. Cikgu Aziah siap beli 5 buah sekaligus :D
*Phone jatuh kat The Curve tadi. Slide jadi longgar. Sape tau mana nak baiki murah-murah tolong bagitau yee :( Btw, I just complete my Twilight collection. Dah beli buku yang ke-4, Breaking Dawn *wink-wink ehe. Can't wait to read it! I get more satisfaction by reading the books than watch the movies.
I'm out my mind. I might do something that you guys gonna remember for the rest of your life. I might make some people think that I'm so desperate or pathetic. I might make people around me pity for what I've get in return for behaving bad. I might be the worst person that you ever met. I might had dissapointed my parents, my friends and him. But I gotta do this. For his own sake and happiness. I'm sorry for what I've done baby, sorry that I can't be your favourite girl, didn't make you happy. Please note that, you always in my heart.
I did all I could and I gave everything I have but you had to go your way and the road was not for me. So turn right into my arm, you wont be alone. You might fall off this track sometimes, hope to see you at the finish line :') BYE.
Calling them like there is no tomorrow to meet em'.
Watching the television like the story will be ask in my SPM papers.
Skipping my homeworks, shit I've done nothing but stare at them.
Online my Facebook everyday.
I probably should learn my mistakes now. My results is bad! I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the "kedudukan dalam kelas". I guess this is the end of my playing time. I should study from now. I envied my classmate, Adila. Her result is soo better than mine. If she can get that result, why can't I? Jeles yang amat bile tengok kaklong dapat masuk UiTM. Abang ipar dengan Fareez pun dapat UiTM. Takkan nak ketinggalan dan dudok di rumah?!
Last week story, I went to Koperasi sekolah with my friend. And we accidently met his GF secara kebetulan. I think she's mad at me. Takkan lah sebab nampak I dengan BF you, then you're like?! He's just a friend of mine and I had no heart feeling towards him. I'm not going to steal him from you. You can have him girl :) Moral of the story, never going anywhere with people's BF HAHAHA.
Speaking of Fareez, gosh I miss that boy so much! Bitches, stay away from him. Try so hard and you'll get nothing except 'Goodbye' from him. Tapayah nak menggedik lah :P Dah seminggu lebih tak jumpa, I miss your laugh sayang. I'll see you 5 months from now :D
*Currently have no idea to blogging but I miss typing somehow.
Call me Eyza and I'm turning seventeen. My blog contains everything that happens in my life. Love me for who I am and if you're not, then kindly back off. You're pleased ♥ cause this is my blog, not yours.
